Thursday, August 21, 2008

Golden Cage

What is up with me lately.

Oh let's see. Yesterday was of shitty quality.
I left all my school papers accidentally at the bus stop, and only realised it after I got off the bus. Mike (thank god) flew out like a superhero to my rescue, only to discover that 50% of my papers were gonezo. Crying incessantly in the Second Cup bathroom was a giant reverse LOL.

Somethings not right in my universe. I'm completely off-balance. I can't smile anymore, I look like shit, and even thinking about it makes me bawl my eyes out. I can't keep blaming the pill because its been almost 2 weeks since i've been on it. Or can I?

Today was of equal shit proportions.
Why couldn't anyone just have told me that I couldn't get a loan unless I had credit or a co-signer, instead of me having to embark on a cross city bus ride, getting there and telling me this while barely being sat down for 5 minutes. I just want to do this myself. I hate the thought of hassling someone for this shit. I JUST WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. Fuck, life.

This city needs less douchy, less gay people. (not the homosexual gay, but I can think of one person at work whom i'd love to tell them to go to hell lately) Hell, this city needs more people in general. Somehow, this has been the summer for swarms of Winnipeggers to say goodbye to their cheap apartments and steady circles of friends in order to trade it in for places with better stores, better nightlife, and better road paving. Not fair. C'mon guys, i'm not in any position to come and visit all of you.

Just got a text. Signing off for now.

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